my random thoughts p2

I’m dying to have another diamond peel this weekend (exaggerated me). I’ve actually been looking forward to it since the last time I had it. It’s been working for me and I’m going to maintain it. Maybe I’ll have an appointment for tomorrow and probably buy something. Hmmm..I’m thinking of yellow. It’s summer already and you can really feel the heat. And I always associate yellow with summertime ’cause it looks so cool and fresh.

Today too, I’ve cooked penne pasta (my favorite) for lunch. It’s been months since I last prepared a meal for myself. I know I’ve not been eating good the past months and my weight scaled down to 99lbs (original weight: 105lbs). I was actually shocked to find that I got thinner. My friends and officemates have noticed it as well. Actually, they were the first ones to tell me. Since last year, I was so stressed with work and haven’t been eating well which means that I don’t eat on time. And I completely lose my appetite and only eat very little. Well at least now, I have more appetite. Just last Thursday I went to our office clinic and weighed again. I’m at 100lbs now. The nurse commented that I was so light and and asked for my height and told her that I only stand 5ft tall anyway. She said that my weight’s just right for my height. Then I told her that I’ve just gotten used to being always above 100lbs and I don’t really intend to get thinner. Well, honestly, I’m liking it at 100lbs. I feel good about myself than when I was 105lbs or more. So I think, this is the ideal weight for me.

That’s it for now. Just random thoughts. I hybernated from my blog for a while ’cause I couldn’t find any inspiration to write. So does this mean I’m inspired now? Hehehe…please read my last night’s entry:)