the reason…..my reason

I’m not a perfect person. There’s many things I wish I didn’t do. But I continue learning. I never meant to do those things to you. And so I have to say before I go…that I just want you to know.

I’ve found a reason for me. To change who I used to be. A reason to start over new…and the reason is you.

I’m sorry that I hurt you.It’s something I must live with everyday. And all the pain I’ve put you through.I wish that I could take it all away. And be the one who catches all your tears….

that’s why I need you to hear.

I’ve found a reason for me. To change who I used to be. A reason to start over new…and the reason is

you.

I’m not a perfect person. I never meant to do those things to you. And so I have to say before I go…that I just want you to know.

I’ve found a reason to show. A side of me you didn’t know.

A reason for all that I do.

And the reason is you.

* I’ve liked…I mean loved this song eversince. I first heard it when I was still an ATL and was assigned to monitor a team on GY shift. They’ve been playing this song over and over and over again. Then it dawned on me that…this song is for me. At that time, I was dedicating it for someone though the lyrics and meaning of the song didn’t quite fit our story. 

Now, I don’t anymore. It’s not for him. It’s for someone else now. This song is perfect for me/us. Every lyric of it. A very memorable song.

I wish I can undo things. I wish I can undo events. I wish that they didn’t happen. But they did. Still, I’m grateful for what I’ve learned. Yes, I can’t undo what happened then but I can try to re-do things in the future…if fate will allow it.