home sweet home
Monday, February 25, 2008’m back home! I left on the 22nd at 1017am and arrived here on the 24th at 1235am. The flight from Nagoya, Japan to Manila was 2hrs delayed pa. Anticipating the boredom on the plane, I brought a book by Dr. Phil and bought 2 entertainment magazines from the airport.
I nearly broke into tears when I said goodbye to Kuya hehe") All I was able to say to him was thanks. I couldn’t say anything anymore. We just both contained ourselves. It was really difficult to say goodbye no? really difficult. When I stepped on the elevator for the security check, I looked back and saw him leaving..I was trying hard not to cry. Iyakin pa naman ako talaga, hehe:) Even while in the plane, I tried not to think about him and concentrated on my reading, pero ang hirap kasi ilang hours pa lang nami-miss ko na siya. hay… While waiting to board the plane, nagsulat na lang ako. I forgot to bring my diary pa, so I just wrote at the back of the black pages of the book. I hate goodbyes. I know that one gets used to one’s absence rin, pero sa moment na yun, the feeling is really overwhelming. Naisip ko nga that time, sana hindi na lang ako umalis so I didn’t need to say goodbye. I wouldn’t feel this sad. Ika nga, no pain, no gain. I wouldn’t have this wonderful experience too if I didn’t leave. And in life, goodbyes are inevitable. There will always be one.
