spur of the moment
Friday, January 18, 2008The same old feeling returns…confusion, doubt…
It is difficult to ignore the things that one sees.
It’s like trust is still non-existent. Disappointment and frustration set in,
That feeling has long been absent. I did not miss it.
Totally erased by a new ray of hope…but I was wrong.
It will only be a circle…no ending.
It cannot be avoided thus the feeling will only linger.
And I will not bear it…
For there is another life beyond.
I know I am afraid of the unknown…but I will be ready for it.
For when it comes, it will be a different story…
with different ending..maybe not the best…
At least, better.
But who knows what fate will bring to us all?
I will look into its beauty with different eyes.
With different perspective.
