I am mad
Friday, December 7, 2007I was fuming mad last night that I found it difficult to sleep again. So, the result is I feel so sleepy now. I won't give the details of what happened last night anymore but even now when I think about it, my blood boils. I want to get even by hurling harsh words. My emotion is still raw and I feel the need to vent that anger. The confrontational side of me wants to lash out because when I do that, then I'll be able to move on. Once I've said my piece, I'll feel more at peace with myself and the person who has done me wrong. I'm toying with the idea of confrontation. I know that when I do that it will create more ill feelings because hurting words will be said. A friend advised me to think it over as it will cause more conflict. I agree to that, too.
Yes, maybe I'll think of a better way to face and resolve the issue. I should let myself cool down a bit so I'll be more objective. Or I can just totally ignore what happened and learn my lesson.
