I Wish To be What I’m Not

Yesterday during lunch, we were talking about the meaning of dreams. Nyles said that she's interested in interpreting dreams, she did try to interpret Ferna's, Taj's and Cheska's dreams.

Last night, I had a good dream. Most of the time I interpret my own dreams as they are..looking beyond. As much as I want to know what my dreams really mean, I just let them by 'cause in a way I know what they mean already. Like for example, I can interpret my dreams last night as longing for someone. I think it's the second time that I've dreamed of this person. The first one was…I just saw his face, nothing more. The second time which was last night was we're together, we're sitting beside each other and we're both writing something down. He was invading my space where his elbow touched my arm and I moved a little away from him. In that dream, I know that I want to be with him but still I moved away from him:) I don't know what it really means but my own interpretation is (since I know myself very well)…eventhough I feel something special for the person, I still hold back. My feelings alone will not give way to what others think I should and ought to do…that I have insecurities, that there are some things that I need to resolve first within me before I can have a good and healthy relationship..that I need to let go of what's eating me..well, Nyles can you please interpret my dream?

I woke up a little happy. In a way, my subconscious helped me see what I needed to see.. that even in dreams I'm still the same, its like telling me.."girl, let go and give way to changes. show what you really feel..say what you really mean.." hehe:) I wish to have a dream one day where I can be the opposite of what's the real me.