Serenity
Sunday, May 20, 2007Many times I’ve been in this situation where I ask God to give me courage to accept the things I can’t change and to try to change the things I can. Actually, that’s what I’m trying to do now. T’was foolish of me to have prayed for this so many times and yet I’ve never done anything. I just swam with the flow and accepted things without even trying to fight. I’ve been telling myself that maybe I really need to change. That it doesn’t mean when I try to change I will let go of my values, too. Now, I know what to do. I just hope that I’ll be able to fight my weaknessess and be the kind of person I really want to be. Don’t get me wrong, it’s not I don’t like me. There are just some things that I need to improve on, some things that will make me learn more and accomplish more, as a person.
I’ve been stubborn almost half my life. And it got me lost. That’s what I’m struggling with eversince and now, I’ve made up my mind…I’ll try to change the things I can change. Whatever the outcome will be, it’s okay. No pain, no gain. The time to act is now.
