i carry you….

to the one who doesn’t know..who never knew….

I carry your heart with me. I carry it in my heart and I’m never without it.  Anywhere I go, you go, my dear. And whatever is done, by only me, is your doing, my darling. I fear no fear for you are my fate, my sweet.

I want no world for beautiful, you are my world my true. It’s you or whatever a moon has always meant, and whatever a sun will always sing is you. Here is the deepest secret nobody knows. Here is the root of root and the bud of bud. And the sky of the tree called life which grows higher and higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide. And this is the wonder that is keeping the stars apart. I carry your heart. I carry it in my heart.

” I don’t know what is about you that closes and opens, only something in me understands the voice in your eyes is deeper than all roses.”

- ee cummings-

this land is mine

This is one of my favorite songs in Dido’s Life for Rent album, entitled ” This Land is Mine”

from behindt these walls I hear your song, oh sweet words.  the music that you play lights up my world. the sweetest that I’ve heard. could it be that I’ve been touched and turned, oh lord please. finally, finally things are changing.

this land is mine but I’ll let you rule. i’ll let you navigate and demand. just as long as you know, this land is mine. so find your home and settle in. oh, i’m ready to let you in. just as long as we know, this land is mine.

after all the battles and the wards, the scars and loss. i am still the queen of my domain.  and feeling stronger now. the walls are down a little more each day. since you came. finally, finally things are changing.

this land is mine but i’ll let you rule. i’ll let you navigate and demand. just as long as you know, this land is mine. so find you home and settle in. oh, i’m ready to let you in. just as long as we know this land is mine.

for all the days i’ve travelled alone. in this cold and colourless place til now. it’s what i had to pay.