risk

I've always been afraid to take  risks and maybe that's why I have regrets. Though, I know that I shouldn't really take those things as regrets but lessons learned.  Deep inside I want to be able to get out of my comfort zone and try what others have tried, feel what others have felt and learn along the process.  I guess, I'm really stubborn. I refused to take risks and have proven it so many, many times. I'm still trying to discover that part of me that's afraid…that's inhibited.  I've learned so much from every encounter and relationship I had whether I did or didn't take a risk and whatever the outcome may be, I learned from life and people.

I'm looking forward to the day when I can finally let go of my pride and fears. I know there's nothing wrong with pride and fear, we learn from it but I know now that at least I should learn to compromise as well.  I know that the 'time' that I'm waiting for will come unannounced and and unexpected (hehe…sana nga) and I'm looking forward to it.

La lang, all of a sudden I thought of that one thing that occupies my mind lately. Yung mga what if's ko in life. Mga bagay na pinalagpas ko.  I know that one day, it'll come to me….it'll be mine. I'm not the type who easily gives up. I hold on to my faith. My faith is my salvation and thru that faith, I will be what I'm dreaming to be.  I will have what I've been searching for and I will love every moment of it:O)